look, i know that this is a horrible thing to say, but i am so sick of all the drama.  and if SOMEONE carries the drama too far, than whos fault is that? and everyone who says they are depressed, theyre not, because it is incredibly hard to say ur depressed and admit that you need help.  and people that hint that their bug bite scars arent really bug bite scars are just trying to get attention because they need validation that theyre worth anything.  why do people always come to me with their problems anyway? im not complaining or anything, but i just dont understand y. well, w/e, nevermind. and for those of you who think they know who im talking about, theyre wrong.  it s not who you think. ok, sry my next entry will be happier, just had to get that off my chest, see yas!

hey la gente, im parlando italien, non è quella accurata?! *risate* ma, in ogni modo, penso che ora commuti di nuovo all'inglese...

OH YEAH! BOOYA! i just spoke italien. hoos gud, im gud, HELL YEA! lol, kels, brushin up for sophmore summer, lol. ooo, wanna hear my dutch? ok, here goes...

ik wedde u allen hoewel dat ik het geen Nederlands, recht kon spreken? goed, in uw gezichten toen! *laughes evily*

Hehehe, i am frikin amazing! lol...joe and his frends rock my socs off!

"Give me liberty or give me desks!"

im supposed to be doin my homework right about now...oh well, screw that...hehehe, i hope sams adventure turns out well...hehehe-GO HOME KID, YA GOT NO TALENT! teehee, im evil, EVIL! at least thats what my right foot says.  My left foot is not so sure...but then again, hes always left, not right...mwahahaha, i made a joke, laugh.  LAUGH DAMNIT!  I really need to get the new slipknot cd...i herd there new song-THANK YOU RACHEL!!!-and its very...um, well, loud.  but i like the loudness, so it works.  im pineing.  make it stop, its not fun.  i keep getting butterflies in my tummy and i now OFFICIALLY HATE THE DAMN THINGS! GET OUT OF MY STOMACHE! GET OUT!!!!! lol...

im back from vaca, and i will put my entries from there up as soon as i get aroung...ugh, nevermind. ok, it wuz fun, thats about all u need to know. i saw nichole richie and david sutcliff (from the show, im with her, its good, WATCH IT!) lol...im about to die of...i dunno, but im gonna die! ugh, it was HORRIBLE! you-know-who-and-if-u-dont-ur-lame wuz standin next to me and as i passed him he wuz like, n e 1 wanna give me a hug? I WUZ GONNA SAY ME! but then some assholic midget seventh graders were like, oh, we do! ITS JUST NOT FAIR! i am debating wether to call him and just be like...i dunno...but id ask sumthin...omg, that FBI guy was SO GAY! my god, he wuz like, i pretend im a 13 yr old grl all day! and then he wuz like, these people look normal, shows the picture of some creepy nasty stoners...i wuz like, look dude, i dunno wut u consider normal, but that is NOT FUCKIN NORMAL DAMNIT! lol...kels, i still think we shuld go ahead with the tutu idea for grad-oh, sry, moving up. thats so gay, just call it frikin graduation! lol...

ok, so all of u hoo r sick of me talkin about him, dont read this, because it is pretty much about that. so, ok, today i wuz walkin down his hallway and every time i passed (i just kept walkin up and down, it amuses me) he just stared at me, like he didnt pay attention to his frends, he just stoped and stared. wtf, y does every1 always stare at me? am i really THAT deformed lookin???? but, n e ways, den rachel attacked him and he was hiding behind his frends cuz she new his # (hehehe, i had absolutly NOTHING to do with that) and i wuz lafing and i wuz jokin about it, and his frends were bein pissy, and then we walked away, and then his group walked where we were and he positioned them next 2 me and victoria so he wuz next to me! wuts up with that? im not complainin...but still, god, why must they all be so unfathomable?! just tell us wuts on their mind (if they have them...) insted of bein so...so...guyish?! arg, and then this hole thing with k-t...oy... and EYE dont have time for this shyte (lol, kels) because EYE am cryin about rachel leavin...DAMN THEM!

HAHAHA THIS COLOR IS CALLED BANANA!
ok here is another survey! fill it out buttheads!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
klik on comments and take it!

GET UP, COME ON GET DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS!!!! i tell you, you must! and dont go chasing waterfalls, ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts! o yea, beat that! kelsey has a stuffy nose, lateedateeda. and donaven is cool cuz he put me on his blog, hehehe, I WILL TAKEOVER YOUR WORLD AND STEAL YOUR CHILDREN! when...i...get...older *cough cough*. lol, and that guy was like, MACARONI AND CHEESE, POUR IT ALL OVER ME, WITH SOME CREAM and i was like, dude, you can call it whatever you want, but its still the same thing. and then officer leeroy comes up and he was like, you know, i thought i told you-and i was like YEA, WHATEVA! and never go to the liberty science center for the center, the ride there and back was better! lol, im tiyerd! and he was SO hot today...damn him....not fair....and i think the best book i will ever read about teenagerismishness was guitar girl! and dean is hott in my mind to koda...lol. ugh, damn these people, i when outside and everywhere i turned, wouldnt you knw it, THERE WAS EPOPLE! arg!

another birthday come and gone, fourteen at last. it doesnt feel any different from thirteen though, i guess birthdays have just lost their allure. argh, rachel is leaving on the 25th! and its not fair! i think that i am going to be in california when she leaves, but if i am, maybe my mom will allow a visit to  tuson, though i doubt it. she wouldnt want to part from her precious schedule. lol, but n e ways, we will miss her! or at least i will...lol...c ya dudes...